John disagrees. Mostly because now he knows more about what's to come. He knows about Kayne, an entity who has interest in Arthur. He knows about his deal, and about Arthur's. He knows about Yellow.

And because even with all the hardship, all the pain, all the terror, all of everything, at least he was there for Arthur.

"Should I-" he pauses and he doesn't know what he wants to say. He doesn't even know what he can offer. All of the things he's learned and tried here feel insufficient. Childish. "...do you want me to go?"