[But he stays standing, feeling awkward and embarrassed and useless as Sheehan leaves, and it's only when the footsteps stop echoing in the lounge that he finally gives in to the weakness in his knees and sits back on the couch again, curling in on himself and resting his head on his knees as he just. Hates himself.]
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[But he stays standing, feeling awkward and embarrassed and useless as Sheehan leaves, and it's only when the footsteps stop echoing in the lounge that he finally gives in to the weakness in his knees and sits back on the couch again, curling in on himself and resting his head on his knees as he just. Hates himself.]